I am distressed, i have been crying at the meeting and all the way home. I feel like one of the three little pigs who has had their house blown down! I can't even begin to explain how I feel right now, I think I need some time to figure that out and some sleeping tablets, as I didn't sleep well last night and have been up since 4am this morning.
All I can say is that while all of the politicians, City of Casey counselors and staff have gone home to their comfortable home, I am scowling realestate.com for properties to look at tomorrow. I am alone.
Addition to this blog....
Ok I needed a bit of time to think about last nights meeting. I am angry, so angry at the political grandstanding, that achieves nothing for residents. Where was the Emergency Management Team, who should have updated us upon our safety at the estate. They were gone, they gave their warning....does it still stand...has it changed...who knows!
The way the council planned to run the evening was condescending. I felt like we were rabble that they were trying to control, and doing it poorly. This estate has a wide variation in socio-economic backgrounds, there are tradies, professional, stay at home mums, business owners.....we should be treated with some respect.
It was really apparent that the purpose was for the council to defend themselves. I am unclear about how that was meant to address the concerns residents currently have. This was meant to be a community meeting, it wasn't.
It also concerned me that the council now feel that they can move along in the cycle and look at repairing the community, to enable that to happen residents must be certain they are safe, you can't repair things when they are not sure about this and no information from the meeting improved residents perspective about their safety.
So 1st of all, we need to get to a stage where it is ABSOLUTELY CLEAR we are safe in our homes and estate.......(a suggestion would be to send every resident the methane reading outcomes for each time they do it, maybe some residents can observe the process as well, to install more confidence and transparency)...then and only then can we look at community renewal.
Another reflection, I spoke to as many politicians and counselors as I could, I was clear that we needed help to locate another property. I passed on my mobile number many times.....was there a call from anyone today.....no, nothing. The behavior of the counselors and politicians present is appalling, there are no concrete steps on how we can be assisted in this crisis, I doubt they comprehend the impact it has upon families.
I have also been able to reflect upon how we can have a community meeting without the grandstanding and achieve some good outcomes. This needs to be handed over to residents, not managed by council. They can supply resources for it to occur, but not be in control. There may be times when the residents want information and pressure the council, they will cope some flack, however at least it will be residents working together and clarifying the outcomes they want to achieve. I am suspicious of the residents group the council want to gather, as it has council members. Let us invite who we think are helpful at the time.....give us some control and power back in our estate, right now we have none.....